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2-13-08 A Personal Revolution – as Uranus conjuncts my Sun

A few days ago Uranus was in the same place as my Sun was when I was born - mid-Pisces - for the 3rd and final time. It lived up to its advance billing – but in ways I never suspected. Seeing it coming I predicted and anticipated great changes – as Uranus is the planet of revolution – thinking outside the box.

During his first transit of my Sun I attempted to find an agent for Ma Belle, my restaurant trilogy - albeit pathetically. During the second transit I was in the midst of entering pages onto my website – both in anticipation of a change of career and life style. Either my efforts werenÕt enough or whatever.

Because I wasn't able to change on my own the Universe changed my life for me. Complete physical breakdown due to extreme fatigue and I quit my job w/nothing in store. The Fool stepping off the precipice – trusting that the angels will be there to catch him - but fully aware that there are no guarantees.

Obsessed with my creations, music, Tai Chi and rich family life. And unwilling to give any of them up for the restaurant biz – Ugh! Cutting back on the things that mean something to me for something I hate – but continue for the financial security it provides. A living death.

Of course hate is too strong a word – tolerate would be better. But to compromise my Life for the Job, which is too demanding physically and emotionally – for some OK – for me IÕd rather be homeless. There are many other waiter jobs, which donÕt demand as much physically or emotionally. Anyway God Bless Uranus for providing me with the necessary planetary energy for this essential transition.