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So here it is - 5 minutes less than a day from yesterdayÕs ebullience and I am immersed in a sense of inadequacy that overwhelms me from time to time Ð and will probably continue to plague me through the rest of my life Ð No matter what I do Ð because I will never be good enough at times like these Ð No matter how many books IÕve written Ð science created Ð music CDs recorded Ð which is so pleasing to me right now that it has obliterated my bad mood. Immersed in self-pity I couldnÕt see my way out Ð But was inexplicably jerked out by this cacophony of noise Ð that some, i.e. only me, call music - moving my limbs in spastic spasms that some would liken to an epileptic fit. And yet these disjoint audibilities somehow lure me inextricably, inexorably from the complex of emotions that are so unpleasant but which I somehow seem to relish in Ð the drama is so addicting. Well back to the music Ð See you tomorrow.